christmas is nearly here wahoo.
to be honest this year im not exicted at all nor was i last year. i suppose everything has changed this year i won't be celbrating christmas with my dad. Social services won't let me stay at my mums although i think im old enough to make that deccision but apparently not. But i suppose i got my step family & rebecca. Sams going home for christmas... buts going to pop over in the evening, maybe.
Plus christmas is too expensive all the little bits have added up & Rebeccas birthday cost more than expected...but my family payed some of that for me; most of it was down through favours; my brother got a few chefs down from his work, my other brother managed to get a bouncy castle & fire wood through favours again but the cake and stuff i suppose i could of got that made by my brother being a chef an all but i wanted a specail one; suppose i should learn not to be so fussy but i wanted the best; then i had to give sam petrol money as he drove 25miles to get a cake well he said he didn't want petrol money but i made him take it as overwise it will just be like im using him... which im not. Thenn for christmas i planned on spending £30 on my family members £20 on friends and £200 on Rebecca; most of the budgets trippled once a again buy just buying stuff and forgeting i got them stuff. Well there have alot for christmas.... Anyways i went out today stopped at garage to get some munchies, my first card declined, then my second card declined; so i was just standing there akwardly. So i left that stuff. Got home checked my account and have £0.32p to my name. Luckly my manger is paying me half my wages tomorrow in cash so we'll survive.
im too tired to right the rest.
Wednesday, 21 December 2011
Saturday, 17 December 2011
She's 1!!
Today it's a year since I had Rebecca wow how things have changed can
Really write much today as I'm on
My phone but will be posting pictures in a few days and emailing some pictures of Rebecca and friends :)
Really write much today as I'm on
My phone but will be posting pictures in a few days and emailing some pictures of Rebecca and friends :)
Friday, 9 December 2011
Im at my mummmmas!
well yeah im here im already bored. Haha!
Luckly Sam came with me as he needed to get rid of hoilday at work, So now we just got to find shit to do here, i got a few mates coming round tomorrow and sunday!
do a few bits with them. But yeah. Its boring!!
i just wanna see my friends but there all going to JJ'S and well im a dumb shit and leave my ID at home. LOL so just going to get a take-away and watch a film with sam and mummsie.
Luckly Sam came with me as he needed to get rid of hoilday at work, So now we just got to find shit to do here, i got a few mates coming round tomorrow and sunday!
do a few bits with them. But yeah. Its boring!!
i just wanna see my friends but there all going to JJ'S and well im a dumb shit and leave my ID at home. LOL so just going to get a take-away and watch a film with sam and mummsie.
Tuesday, 6 December 2011
Saturday, 3 December 2011
Christmas countdown as began...
This is just like an update of everything.
Well the christmas countdown has begun and we put up the tree this afternooon the colour theme is brown and gold! :) it looks nice. We're trying to keep it simple. i guess.
Sharing a room with my cousin has been a nightmare she made up crap excuse why she couldnt tidy our room although 95% of it was her mess. She said she couldn't get the make-up out of the carpet cause shes allergic to cleaning products.... Lol yeah whatever. So me and Becca are now in a tiny room but its better than sharing a room. :)
Work has been going well. Im getting more hours; equals more ££££! I had a trail the other week about working down stairs without supervision and i did goooood! so from 2012 im starting to work every friday as well as sunday from 6am-2pm!! yayyyy.
College well thats going well. We had wednesday off so i went shopping and did slept whilst becz was at daycare.
Daycare is going well but my nanna want me to part more beccas life; so there only going to pay for 4 days; so monday, tuesday, wednesday morning, and friday. It will be more hard to get this college work done but we'll make it work somehow.
Rebecca is supporting herself against items!! so walking looks like its in the picture soon. Safetyyyy everywhere! haha. Its her one year check up soon at the doctors i have no real concerns. My doctors have been supportive through everything.
More Resonisabilty well yeah basically iv kind of been let off on my own now; i do our own washing all off it, cook our own food, wash our own dishs & bottles; Getting ready for 6 months or so when we move out! suppose it will be good.
LONDONNNNN! well most people know im going down to london at the end of this month for a couple of days. Well as my past down there isn't the best. Ive been giving a set of 'rules' as such to follow when im down; My social worker Graham helped me write them out well it was his idea he just don't want me getting in shit or in dangerous suituations i suppose;Heres my faviourites ;)
- No Drinking
- Be in by 10:30pm everynight
- Keep phone on at all times.
- Dont break anything
Haha!
Well thats all i got time for.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
Well the christmas countdown has begun and we put up the tree this afternooon the colour theme is brown and gold! :) it looks nice. We're trying to keep it simple. i guess.
Sharing a room with my cousin has been a nightmare she made up crap excuse why she couldnt tidy our room although 95% of it was her mess. She said she couldn't get the make-up out of the carpet cause shes allergic to cleaning products.... Lol yeah whatever. So me and Becca are now in a tiny room but its better than sharing a room. :)
Work has been going well. Im getting more hours; equals more ££££! I had a trail the other week about working down stairs without supervision and i did goooood! so from 2012 im starting to work every friday as well as sunday from 6am-2pm!! yayyyy.
College well thats going well. We had wednesday off so i went shopping and did slept whilst becz was at daycare.
Daycare is going well but my nanna want me to part more beccas life; so there only going to pay for 4 days; so monday, tuesday, wednesday morning, and friday. It will be more hard to get this college work done but we'll make it work somehow.
Rebecca is supporting herself against items!! so walking looks like its in the picture soon. Safetyyyy everywhere! haha. Its her one year check up soon at the doctors i have no real concerns. My doctors have been supportive through everything.
More Resonisabilty well yeah basically iv kind of been let off on my own now; i do our own washing all off it, cook our own food, wash our own dishs & bottles; Getting ready for 6 months or so when we move out! suppose it will be good.
LONDONNNNN! well most people know im going down to london at the end of this month for a couple of days. Well as my past down there isn't the best. Ive been giving a set of 'rules' as such to follow when im down; My social worker Graham helped me write them out well it was his idea he just don't want me getting in shit or in dangerous suituations i suppose;Heres my faviourites ;)
- No Drinking
- Be in by 10:30pm everynight
- Keep phone on at all times.
- Dont break anything
Haha!
Well thats all i got time for.
HAPPY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
Just a few pictures
Sunday, 27 November 2011
Things aren't good at home...
well this has been going on a few weeks now well I just feel unwanted or invisable I came home today from work my brother picked me up he didnt even ask how I was he said
Oh why did you leave your comPuture on when you was at work I said I turned it off by the switch it must be coming from the office is you can hear it and he was like no I can hear it from your room and i was like okay. Ran up stairs checked my rooms everything was off went in the office and everything was on 3 computers and 2 printers went down to tell everyone they said Alex heard you the first time how much more do you need to repeat yourself again. I went to take my shopping bags upstairs sorted it all out into piles then got shouted at because my puppy had ripped something apprently a boot of
My brothers which is worth £160 I said that can't be cause he's too small to bite that much then I said it must of been your dogs
Cause there known for ripping things. But no it was mine so now
My puppy has to stay in my room but when my shit gets broken his
Dogs never have to be kept in his room. Anyways I went back to
My room did some more present sorting them all out; got shouted at Agsin Jess go walk the dogs all of them this time well sorry but I can't take 13 dogs on a walk at once anyways i dd but went on the quad bike but apprently I have no ruined the grass.. It hasn't rained for a week. So I got crap for that. Went in with my other dog cause I want her in tonight and once again I get in trouble for that. Apprently she's a been naught all day.... No one in this fucking house pAys attention to her. So I put her back outside asked what was for dinner got in trouble for asking because there all busy on there phones or laptops and got told 'all you care about is food you fat bitch'i walked upstairs then they text me saying if you want food walk to the shop yourself And get something because there having fish when everyone knows I hate it and haven't eaten fish for 7years. So I said dw about me I'm you going to bed anyways then my mum said shell get me something so she went co op got me some value pasta. So I had that whilst everyone ate there food then she got some Ben and jerriers ice cream served my brothers some didn't ask me so I went to the kitchen she used 3 tubs on them.. So i went upstairs and just been writing this. Just so they know that I had a crap day and felt ill all day not like they care that's only 10% of the shit theyve done.
Oh why did you leave your comPuture on when you was at work I said I turned it off by the switch it must be coming from the office is you can hear it and he was like no I can hear it from your room and i was like okay. Ran up stairs checked my rooms everything was off went in the office and everything was on 3 computers and 2 printers went down to tell everyone they said Alex heard you the first time how much more do you need to repeat yourself again. I went to take my shopping bags upstairs sorted it all out into piles then got shouted at because my puppy had ripped something apprently a boot of
My brothers which is worth £160 I said that can't be cause he's too small to bite that much then I said it must of been your dogs
Cause there known for ripping things. But no it was mine so now
My puppy has to stay in my room but when my shit gets broken his
Dogs never have to be kept in his room. Anyways I went back to
My room did some more present sorting them all out; got shouted at Agsin Jess go walk the dogs all of them this time well sorry but I can't take 13 dogs on a walk at once anyways i dd but went on the quad bike but apprently I have no ruined the grass.. It hasn't rained for a week. So I got crap for that. Went in with my other dog cause I want her in tonight and once again I get in trouble for that. Apprently she's a been naught all day.... No one in this fucking house pAys attention to her. So I put her back outside asked what was for dinner got in trouble for asking because there all busy on there phones or laptops and got told 'all you care about is food you fat bitch'i walked upstairs then they text me saying if you want food walk to the shop yourself And get something because there having fish when everyone knows I hate it and haven't eaten fish for 7years. So I said dw about me I'm you going to bed anyways then my mum said shell get me something so she went co op got me some value pasta. So I had that whilst everyone ate there food then she got some Ben and jerriers ice cream served my brothers some didn't ask me so I went to the kitchen she used 3 tubs on them.. So i went upstairs and just been writing this. Just so they know that I had a crap day and felt ill all day not like they care that's only 10% of the shit theyve done.
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