christmas is nearly here wahoo.
to be honest this year im not exicted at all nor was i last year. i suppose everything has changed this year i won't be celbrating christmas with my dad. Social services won't let me stay at my mums although i think im old enough to make that deccision but apparently not. But i suppose i got my step family & rebecca. Sams going home for christmas... buts going to pop over in the evening, maybe.
Plus christmas is too expensive all the little bits have added up & Rebeccas birthday cost more than expected...but my family payed some of that for me; most of it was down through favours; my brother got a few chefs down from his work, my other brother managed to get a bouncy castle & fire wood through favours again but the cake and stuff i suppose i could of got that made by my brother being a chef an all but i wanted a specail one; suppose i should learn not to be so fussy but i wanted the best; then i had to give sam petrol money as he drove 25miles to get a cake well he said he didn't want petrol money but i made him take it as overwise it will just be like im using him... which im not. Thenn for christmas i planned on spending £30 on my family members £20 on friends and £200 on Rebecca; most of the budgets trippled once a again buy just buying stuff and forgeting i got them stuff. Well there have alot for christmas.... Anyways i went out today stopped at garage to get some munchies, my first card declined, then my second card declined; so i was just standing there akwardly. So i left that stuff. Got home checked my account and have £0.32p to my name. Luckly my manger is paying me half my wages tomorrow in cash so we'll survive.
im too tired to right the rest.
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