Sunny Summer

                                             

Walkies :)

Walk in sunshine

what these yellow flowers called?

I don't care what people say..

Just because i have a child doesn't mean I'm not entitled to have some fun, I'm not causing harm to anyone but myself yes i go out drinking to clubs and bars but its not like i don't see my daughter the most im gone is 6 days a month, im still young, i like to party i like to drink and i like to dance its not like im going back with random strangers and sleeping around like some people my age, I'm with one person and don't really see the issue in going out once in a while, i always return home to bed, i wake up the next morning the only harm im doing to myself is drinking and putting myself in danger thats why i go to safe places like clubs there are bouncers to stop crap having, its better than a house party and alot safer. So to everyone who thinks its 'bad' i go out so much well im sorry I'm not going to change for anyone, would they rather me sit at home and be sad and bored, keep your crap thoughts to yourself and get a freaking life instead of being involved in mine.

I Sometimes miss you.

This is kind off dedicated to my old bestfriend. I don't even know if she still reads my blog or not/maybe just my private one.
Basically its been a few years since i've spoken to you. I miss our crazy times, the times we would be on the phone to midnight and the time we found our teachers mobile number and pranked call him. I loved going round yours having our mini partys every weekend, having our little compitions who can get the most pissed & our other little game (Which will always be a secrete hahaa). The times your dad kicked us out when he came in from the pub, we just run up to the park with a bottle of booze. However our friendship wasn't all that good, suppose we just caused trouble for each other like the time we threated the shop keeper he called the police, you ran got away and they got me or the times when we literally crawled onto the trains from getting absoulty wrecked and pegging it off at any random stop the ticket guys came since you gone i haven't touched drugs. I suppose cutting you out my life was one of the hardest things i ever did but the best. When i look at you i think what i waste you've ruined your life, your literally always on something. I suppose back in the day we where just getting away from everything in which had happened in our life suppose not in the best way but the only way messed up kids knew. I Know we both been through shit, but back stabbing me the way you did just messed with my head. I will never speak to you again or even dream of speaking to you. Your out off my life. I just want you to release i miss you but the old you.

We've Moved!

I really should have updated this ages ago but i just haven't had time or internet (apart from on my phone). It's weird actually moving out buying everything like all the stupid little things which you don't take into account. So its been a long drawn out process but I'm happy to say we've finally got our place and enjoying it so far. I'm not officially meant to be living here until I'm 16 but I'm staying about 3 nights a week and Sam is just working up in Oxfordshire making as much money as possible until he gets a job down here for the summer. But our life is just coming together perfectly.

We've wrote a list together to make sure we don't forget anything or don't buy the same things. The other day we did a big shop in ASDA which is total came to £320... just to tell everyone that wasn't all on food. I can be a fatty but not that much. We bought some bedding, plates, trays, pans.ect... & food obviously. Moving is alot more expensive than what i first thought. At the moment we're just splitting everything in half.

So now i have finally got internet i will try to come on here to just update my blog.

One of my silly little lists. 

Picture for the front room. IM IN LOVE WITH IT!!