Wednesday, 30 November 2011

Just a few pictures

 French braid
 Two comb Blow dry
 Dress which my real mum bought me on a day out
Thortons hot chocolate from my real mummys :))))))))

Sunday, 27 November 2011

Things aren't good at home...

well this has been going on a few weeks now well I just feel unwanted or invisable I came home today from work my brother picked me up he didnt even ask how I was he said
Oh why did you leave your comPuture on when you was at work I said I turned it off by the switch it must be coming from the office is you can hear it and he was like no I can hear it from your room and i was like okay. Ran up stairs checked my rooms everything was off went in the office and everything was on 3 computers and 2 printers went down to tell everyone they said Alex heard you the first time how much more do you need to repeat yourself again. I went to take my shopping bags upstairs sorted it all out into piles then got shouted at because my puppy had ripped something apprently a boot of
My brothers which is worth £160 I said that can't be cause he's too small to bite that much then I said it must of been your dogs
Cause there known for ripping things. But no it was mine so now
My puppy has to stay in my room but when my shit gets broken his
Dogs never have to be kept in his room. Anyways I went back to
My room did some more present sorting them all out; got shouted at Agsin Jess go walk the dogs all of them this time well sorry but I can't take 13 dogs on a walk at once anyways i dd but went on the quad bike but apprently I have no ruined the grass.. It hasn't rained for a week. So I got crap for that. Went in with my other dog cause I want her in tonight and once again I get in trouble for that. Apprently she's a been naught all day.... No one in this fucking house pAys attention to her. So I put her back outside asked what was for dinner got in trouble for asking because there all busy on there phones or laptops and got told 'all you care about is food you fat bitch'i walked upstairs then they text me saying if you want food walk to the shop yourself And get something because there having fish when everyone knows I hate it and haven't eaten fish for 7years. So I said dw about me I'm you going to bed anyways then my mum said shell get me something so she went co op got me some value pasta. So I had that whilst everyone ate there food then she got some Ben and jerriers ice cream served my brothers some didn't ask me so I went to the kitchen she used 3 tubs on them.. So i went upstairs and just been writing this. Just so they know that I had a crap day and felt ill all day not like they care that's only 10% of the shit theyve done.

Friday, 25 November 2011

Life is good.

Well with being im ill i haven't really been out much the past couple of days basically been stuck inside so i decided to go out with the 2 dogs which will actually listen to me and won't run away. Anyways i went on a walk in which iv done a quad bike track on. i kinda knew that it was 3 miles so i set off with a flask and the two dogs. When i was up there i stopped for a minuite to just think how lucky i;am to live in the middle of no where to have no traffic going past and that this land is our familys land. My brother and the workers where out at some shotting so i knew there would be no bloody shotting going on. For once. So i was free just to walk the land with out a walkie talkie. I got to the the top of the land and just looked down and was like wow. I can't belive i use to live in London to living in the middle of no where its peacful. Not even a traffic or a airplane in site. Heres some photos to show you just how i feel. Im super dupper happy.

Some of my familys land.

Brown dog - Sika White & Black dog - Naughty nora

Sika up close with my other brother.

Theres an insight of my life.

Thursday, 24 November 2011

Nearly end of this month hardly updated.

Well things have been pretty stressful so haven't been posting with college ect. being ill. Blah Blah Blah.
Anyways in the next two days we got to pack and move like 30 minuites away to the christmas (hoilday home) with all the family. So ill be updating less. I suppose. Or ill be updating loads because there making me go crazyyy!! Anyways im already annyoed with this christmas having Rebecca in Decemeber means you spend all the money which i don't have on her. Then i have nonee to get anyone anything! haha. Oh the joys. But im going to get everyone little bits like a box of chocolates or a tin of roses or something. But that should be alright.

The party plans are coming toghthere which is good. Alot of people are coming including all my family and a few friends and family friends. It will be nice i even got some pink champange for the alduts to go with the theme!(well my mum did) and my Real Mum is actually coming!!! which is great as im planning on moving back down to london when im 16! I've already been looking at a few places. They seem alright online. I kinda want to go more on the out skirts of London not centreal. Ill just be renting with my friend Rosie(well thats the plan) shes 18 and works full time. So it will be alright. Be a laugh. We're looking more into Surrey country side just a 2/3 bedroom flat/house! i've spoken to my step mum and she'll pay my rent for 12months and my bills so i can save my money up in the meanwhile to pay next years! (i thinks shes just trying to get rid off us.) The good thing is Rosie can drive so be able to get around and i want to get a mo-ped!! hehe.

Ohhh i did my english exam on monday which is equivalant to a GCSE and it was easy so im hoping i did okay.

Anyways im ill. Im meant to be resting.

Talk soon.