Step mummas!

Up to my mums this weekend, spending time with my little girl. Suppose I’m kind off excited, nervous, scared pretty much every emotion that’s possible. If we don’t spend time with each other I suppose we’re be fine and on the plus side my sisters coming as well and she hates the ‘evil’ step mum more than me so It’s cool but then again I don’t want things to be bad. On Sunday its going to be a year since we last saw our dad, but I don’t really want to go into that, right now. Maybe on a later date.

I’ve bought everyone a little present nothing special, bought my step brothers some food, lol a safe option for 3 boys, my full brother, a new game for the Wii, My step mum some flowers and chocolates, writing that it sounds romantic flowers and chocolates, I’m going to eat the chocolates though, My sister a dress from newlook and Rebecca some summer cloths, thinking about it I should of really thought through the summer cloths its been raining for a week And my dad a lantern to put on his grave.

Anyhow just a short update on life.

Rebecca – Is going to nursery 2 ½ days a week still but at a different nursery this one is a bit bigger but all the girls are lovely. Only thing its £68 a day, so we try and keep it to a minume.  There are more expensive ones and cheaper ones don’t get me wrong but it’s where ever you feel your child can grow, enjoy going each day and safety. She’s walking around and generally happy baby! Always got a big grin on her face.

Rebecca’s daddy - Her father is getting back into her life a little more I guess, however he keeps accusing me off taking drugs when I haven’t touched any which is pretty rich coming from him… He doesn’t work, go to college or is even bothered to get a job and support his daughter until he steps up I don’t really see him being the father figure in her life. He sends texts every day to me pretty much asking how we both are but then again that could just be so that I actually talk to him, we haven’t spoken on the phone just through texting.

Me – I suppose a few things have changed I’m back into home tuition the joys, it could be worse though. Just preparing for exams which I don’t really have much confidence in; if I say myself I’ll be lucky to get a ‘C’ I haven’t put my all into the exams my belief is that I got a job, I’m making more than any of the teachers, I don’t want to go to college, I don’t want to go UNI, I just want to start my own business with my family backing and help children/teenagers who have been through hard times in their life that’s my aim for 5 years’ time. Watch this space. Ha-ha.

Take care everyone

Love

Jess & Rebecca & Samual. <3